what next

following on from the ruminations of previous post, i have decided i need to do something drastic for me.

i feel i need to stretch - up and leave -

but dont know where, how, when

because i feel as barren and dry as this tree.

its a bad spell.

Miss J said that people may think i am a manic depressive just from my blog posts haha

truth is i only blog when am feeling down/restless/in need of introspection

and am the moment am so torn with different priorities different roads to take

will sort it out and be off again

meanwhile Ramadan is close

definitely time to take a breather and withdraw - and think